Buat sang Puteri

Well here i am again blogging like there's no tomorrow. I should prolly start how we should cherish the little things in life. Though life itself may not turn out to be like what we expected,all thats left to do is enjoy :) I've been through quite a rough time last year,and i managed to survive. You see this is just a part of us growing up. But frankly speaking,i dont ever wanna grow up. Growing up sucks! I noticed that we as an adult are always busy doing the usual adult stuff that we tend to forget to enjoy the little things in life. I learned this from a lil kid i met while i was working. She inspired me a lot. You'll notice those grown ups are all very grumpy and quite scary with those crumbled up forehead. I dont see any fun there guys,trust me. But hear me out,its not like you cant grow up. Its a part of mother nature that we get taller,bigger,and so on. The important thing is whats on the inside. Even if you're already in your 30's,dont feel ashamed or even the slightest guilt to do what any kids do. Go and watch some cartoons,play some sports,games yess that kind of stuff. You'll feel much better and hey what a cool dad or mom you turn out to be. And since that day i've spent my whole time with her. She's like my own little sister. I cant remember when was the last time i took her out to the playground and ate ice cream together. I miss you, Puteri.

Current feeling..

2013

Wahhh hello semua saya kembali. Its 2013 already? when was the last time i updated my blog? Poor little thing,did you miss daddy? hehehe A lot has happened the year before and lot of stories to be shared. I shall continue this later since i have to get something to eat first. Cant blog with your tummy empty right? Smell ya later aligator~

WAIT

Lately,im not myself. i wonderrr why? Nahhh,its just my feelings i guess. But yeahh,i've noticed i like to daydream a lot these days. SHIT,i hate life. I just wish that everything were back just like they were before. At some time i think that theres no point of living anymore. You're better off dead aliff. BIG DEAL,who cares anyway? Look,i have nothing in life. NO looks,NO body,NO money,NO nothing. I am what they call,a lame person. Maybe thats why im not successful in life. Maybe thats why people ran away from me. Maybe thats why girls played with me. Maybe thats why im nobody. Maybe thats why i should just die. Trust me,it sucks to be me. I've never been lucky in life,seriouslyy theres no luck in me. If you see me you should probably run as far as you can. -.- sometimes,shit happens to everyone. But shit happens to me like everytime. When is this going to stop? Maybe it wont. hmm,this sucks. Oay im done,byee.

The passion in my heart.

Well, hello there. its been a while huh? I was thinking of sharing whats on my mind right now so blogging would be perfecto! Lets talk about music shall we? For me,all i can say is that im universal. Yeahh,i listen mostly to all types of songs. Actually,im more of a hardcore person. yes,i do listen to this type of songs though i know people would think its nonsense listening to such genre of music. Its kinda cool actually for me,although you wont understand a single word when they scream and shout or whatever,but you should try it out first. It really is something new for you guys. Generally, we have like metal,metalcore,hardcore,post-hardcore,death metal,screamo and such. One thing in common about this unique genre is they like to scream. LOL. Sometimes,when i feel stressed or a bit down with life i'll turn up the volume and listen to it for hours and hours. pffftt,pathetic! But hey,sometimes i feel like joining them screaming like nobody's business and forget all those troubles i have in my mind. So awesome i tell you. Hmm,before i end this,here's a list of my all time favourite bands. ENJOY! :)

-Avenged Sevenfold-

-Trivium-

-Bullet for my valentine-

-As I Lay Dying-

-As Blood Runs Black-

-Mendeed-

-Amon Amarth-

-I killed the prom queen-

-All that remains-

-White chapel-

-Still Remains-

-All Shall Perish-

-August Burns Red-

-Protest the Hero-

-Atreyu-

-Bring me the horizon-

-Haste the Day-

-In Flames-

-Stone Sour-

-Killswitch Engage-

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Hellraiser C7 Schecter :)

Damn, i want this awesomely beautiful thing so bad! Unfortunately aliff,you have insufficient fund to buy one. HELP ME!!!! -.-

I promised myself.

Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

Since you've moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress.